I’ll just put some bullets with facts about me

• Birthday: February 28th.
• I love music
• I’m an orch dork, meaning I’m in love with being in orchestra
• I play the violin, but want to switch to cello because I need a change(Update: I now play viola)
• I hate myself, a lot.
• I never believe anyone who says I’m good looking. 
• Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever get married, or if I’m worth getting married to. 
• I have a black belt in Tae Kwon Do
• I can’t see myself living past high school
• I have the lowest self esteem anyone could ever have
• I love doing nails
• I’m afraid of heights
• I’m a loser. No  seriously, ask anyone.
• I feel like my friends are only friends with me out of pity. 
• I like reading
• I like math
• I’ve had one boyfriend, who was with me for 3 days short of a month. I asked him out, and I broke up with him. He never said I was beautiful. He had psychological issues that I didn’t know about until after we started being boyfriend and girlfriend. I wanted to break up with him after a week, but my friends forced me to stay with him. Now he blames me for everything that is wrong with him. 
• I’m Indian as fuck
• I love bhangra
• I’m Hindu 
• I love Desi parties.
• My dream guy: Indian, has facial hair, taller than me, has a great sense of humor, likes some of the same music as I do, sweet, caring, loving, protective, but also knows when to give me space. 
• I dislike compliments. I don’t like it when people call me “pretty.” The once in a while “you’re beautiful” can be nice, but other than that I don’t like them. Not even when it comes to my music or school work. I like doing well in school, but when a teacher says I’m one of their favorites, I feel weird.