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Nisha.
18.
Punjabi.
Californian. (Bay Area)
Cali-Nev-Ha Key Club, D26 North
I have a thing for bands and Indian stuff. My sense of humor can be terrible at times.

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R.I.P Viraj


Eyes of Death

Staring into the eyes of Death
Lost in the pool of blood red sorrow
Knowing there will be no tomorrow.

He is blowing out your eternal flame
Blowing harder and harder every time.
Your life story is passing by
Minute by minute
Second by second.
Like a movie going at the speed of light.

Some clips are gleeful and memorable,
Others are forgettable.

His eyes give off a light
Blinding you as he begins to prey
Devouring your heart
Piece by piece.

All is left is your soul
Which drifts away in the air
Hoping to find peace somewhere.

Over the Hills, Past the Plains

Over the hills
Past the plains
Sits a girl
Waiting in pain.
She waits and waits
But the one she wants
Never comes.
She starts to cry
Tears coming down faster and faster.
She picked up her blade
Swiping it back and forth on her pale white skin
A red puddle is forming
She wants to see if anyone notices
But alas,
She is alone.

Please, Leave Me Out of This

Drama is everywhere,
That I know.
But it isn’t necessary for everyone to be involved,
Understand?
I try to stay away from the drama around me,
Sadly, there is no escape.
It has besieged me within the walls
Of the deadly state.

All I want is to get away,
Away from all this pain.
The pain caused by the immaturity
Which no one cares to restrain.

Fallen Angel

I made a mistake,
God, please forgive me.
I didn’t mean to do it,
I swear.
I was one of your little angels,
Known to do good, and only good.
But because of one little mistake,
I have fallen.
And I don’t think I will ever be able to get back up.

Sadness

There’s a sadness inside of me
That won’t go away.
I pretend to be happy in front of everyone,
And that pretense make everything a hundred times worse.
I can’t get any of the thoughts that make me sad out of my mind
But I still try and try
Thinking that if I try hard enough,
I could be at least a little bit happy.
You think I should just stop trying to even make myself happy
There’s something you don’t know though…

I’m doing this all for you.

Silence Hurts

You live in the same house
You sleep in the same bed
And because of one little fight
You’re not talking to each other anymore
Now you are even using us to communicate

Days fly by
And the pain in your eyes get worse
We want to know why all of this is happening
The silence is hurting all of us
This childish behavior must be put to an end
If not, we will not be able to pretend
That there is nothing wrong in front of our friends

But if this is the game you want to play
Then we will join this game as well
We won’t talk to you
You won’t talk to us
Pretty soon, this will break us apart
We know you don’t want this to happen
So do us a favor
And break the silence

Please.

Arguing Hurts More than Silence

You broke the silence
And I thought everything would be all good.
Until all of the arguing started again.
The yelling and screaming almost made my ears bleed
You thought you had it bad?
Think about your children who have to watch this
Every. Single. Day.
I thought silence had the worst pain in the world.
It turns out I was wrong.

Perfect Family (Not much of a poem, but oh well.)Everyone has a family.
Some families fight
And others love being around each other.
My family is a perfect mix of both

First, there is my father
To me, he is like none other.
One second he’s joyful and cheery
But if you make him mad he will get very eerie.
He yells and screams in his first language called Punjabi
So sometimes you wouldn’t be able to know what he means
Even though he can be a little over-protective,
I love him with all my heart.

Now, there is my mother.
We really do love each other
However every so often I may do something to make her mad
And then we start arguing and crying
But once all of that is over
We exchange our apologies
Along with big bear hugs.

I guess I will have to talk about my older brother.
He can be annoying, selfish, and somewhat mean.
But once someone starts messing with a family member
He will use his over-muscled self to beat the crap out of that someone.
We may fight on a daily basis,
But sometimes I wish that every girl could get a brother like him.

And finally, there is me.
I could say all good things about myself,
But I won’t.
My father loves me but thinks I can be a little mental.
My mother thinks I need to have more of a colorful personality.
My brother thinks I’m just plain weird.

Sure we sometimes fight and get on each  others nerves.
And sometimes we get along really well.
But hey, to me that’s what makes a perfect family. <3


Sometimes I Don’t Understand Your Judgements at AllYou go around saying
That you love him with all of your heart
But what do you know about love?
You haven’t even been going out with him for a week!
Even before then, you barely even liked him like that.
And I remember a few days before you didn’t even like him at all

Sometimes I wish
You would look at the facts
Maybe then you will realize
What I know you really feel.

You said he’s changed,
And he will change even more just for you
But why would you want a guy that would change?
It always seemed like you would only want a guy that will be himself and nothing more.
I guess I was wrong..

I guess I will have to accept you being with him,
I’ve told you everything I could
But if and when he breaks your heart,
I will be there to break his face.
And then to you I will have to say
I told you so.